Saturday, February 18, 2006
NZ 82.
Bye bye everyone! See you in July...
After all, cities change, so do seasons.
People come into your life and people go..
But it's comforting to know
The ones you love are in your heart,
And if you're really lucky,
A plane ride away..
ciao.
Ali
7:41 PM
Alice breathes again..
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
You remember my entry about the guy i went out with for the first time after 6 years??
Oh i must tell everybody reading this who's thinking - oh poor alicia she will be all alone this V- #$##*(& - day.. HUMPH!
last night, at around 2 am, i received a text message from him telling me to go down to my car porch to find a package waiting for me.
i felt instantly, the girl in me revived! i slipped on a jacket, puffed up my hair (just in case it was more than a package waiting, guy included) and bounced down 3 flights of stairs to my house gate.
when i reached, i looked around intently.
nothing.
i was getting nervous. was he finally taking his revenge on me after all these years?? he knows where i live!!
and then, after prancing around suspiciously in the cold and in the dark,
i s a w i t !!!
A huge brown paper bag!
I was really really so excited!! it has been SO long since i got a suprise like that. So i grabbed the bag and bounded up to my room!
But i realised that since i was so excited, i just couldnt do this on my own, so i pounded on my floormate's room door and squealed to him all that had happened, proudly presenting my brown paper bag.
There was a rose, a card and a wrapped present.
i opened the card and nearly fainted when i read the first line:
... i thought you looked gorgeous in this, so i decided to get it for you...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SQUEALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
It was a BEAUTIFUL pale blue winter jacket with an entire inner lining of blue fur and a suede exterior! It was just gorgeous!!!
Pretty pretty!! and i really wanted to get it but it was over my budget!
What a sweetheart really. SIGH. HUGE SIGH. Ladies - i have his number. call me.
So my point?
being single is okay, but being SINGLE & FABULOUS rawks!
Yippee! Happy Valentine's Day idiots!
Ali
12:06 AM
Alice breathes again..
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
If any of the following statements apply to you, highlight/bold/italize it. then, post.
i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
im obsessed with the computer internet.
i have shot a gun before.
i cant live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
ill be in this town forever.
ive been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
im obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
im afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can’t control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love boys who play the drums/guitar.
i state the obvious.
im a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don’t like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
im a daddy’s girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the guitar.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think i’m a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one storey house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can’t swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows the full story of my life.
i am close to my parents.
i dont have a curfew
Who will you tag: anybody bored enough.
Ali
8:47 PM
Alice breathes again..
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
because its 5.30am and i can't get any sleep. because the newspaper guy just delivered the papers. because it's just so noisy here... i need some peace and quiet...
i heart ny.
Ali
4:55 AM
Alice breathes again..
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i am under stress.
my brain seems perpetually anxious.
it is perplexing.
Ali
1:32 AM
Alice breathes again..
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
When I survey the wondrous cross
On which my Prince of glory died,
My richest gain I count but loss,
And pour contempt on all my pride.
Were the whole realm of nature mine,
That were a present far too small;
Love so amazing, so divine,
Demands my soul, my life, my all.
*****
The Christian message is quite simply, the message of hope.
That someone loved you enough to die for you and give you abundant life.
No churches, no rituals, no obligations, no nothing. Today i listened to people misunderstand the gospel and grieved that they do not see the love my savior has for them.
I don't believe in hell or a God who sends his people to eternal suffering.. What i believe is that if you accept Jesus as your lord and savior and know that he died to save you, you will taste his goodness in everyday life. A goodness that comes from having hope in any circumstance.
muax.
Ali
9:35 PM
Alice breathes again..
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Friday, February 03, 2006
i recently went out with a guy i dated in sec 3.
it was a messy split and he didn't speak to me for 6 years after that.
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and then he asked me out.
if i could consider it a second first date this time round, i would say it was one of the nicest times ive had on a first date. As i observed this guy who suddenly stopped being 15-years-old, i couldn't help but remember why i allowed him to hold my hand in the first place. he was as sweet and as humble and as quietly confident as when i left him six years ago. he waited patiently while i shopped and gave only nice comments when i tried on stuff. he held my shopping and paid for dinner and even offered to pay the cheque for drinks later, which i insisted i took.
and then, when i signed the cheque, i realised that he remembered my signature.
after all those years, he remembered my signature.
i felt like my heart smiled sadly. and he remembered the period when we were together. and he remembered my old address, that bustop we talked for hours at and my hairstyle back then. and he remembered the way we broke up and the guy i left him for.
and as we talked and laughed about the past, i felt something i don't think i've ever felt before - my loss.
but then i also remembered why it couldnt happen between us, not then, and not now either. and i felt like i had made peace with a ghost of my past.
and then as i sat in my bed that night, i concluded one thing - it's better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all.
that night, i was a happy girl. even though he wasn't the one, and probably will never be, it was just nice and comforting knowing that i was once loved alot by someone great.
and i hope he will someday get someone great to love.
Ali
3:08 AM
Alice breathes again..
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
i have no luck
somebody rubbed it all off me!
Ali
1:06 AM
Alice breathes again..
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